so many things happened

dear bloggers.


it's been so long that i'm out of this side of world.
i know it's not so important, but i wanted to tell you about this..
(that's the point of owning the blog, isn't it?)

as you know, i'm taken with someone.

someone that i adore
began with the extracurricular activities..
which is i didn't expect for more, before..

now i'm so damn glad that i found him,
he's artsy.
he's my type.
and he understands me.
no matter what i'm gonna be. and that is the most important thing.



BUT.
there is ONE THING
that i couldn't forget.


yeah it is.
don't have to describe it continuously.

i was just thinking...
how about your feeling is..
when you heard about it..............................................................
when you saw us both................................................................
when you hold the things that would remind you about me...........
are you hurt? i bet everything i have the answer is yes.
not because i'm over-confident,
it's because i may feel the same way
surely i'm not gonna be surprised if you don't wanna to see me anymore.
just..disappointed.
of what i've done and i haven't done.
the miss-communication, especially.

you know what?
i thought you've been together with someone else, too.
then i know it's truly false

lightly i hope it'll be true.

and
for your information,

i'm STILL remembering you.
yeah sure, i mean, how can i forget you?