So this thing about my hair..

Sometimes I felt like

Mrs. Ani my junior high school English teacher,
Gym instructor,
90s boyband,
Western lesbians,
Agyness Deyn,
Shailene Woodley in tfios  (the fault in our stars) movie a.k.a Hazel Grace,
F***ing JB,
Cancer survivor.

And anyone else with pixie haircut,
All hail shorty hair!
No more hair tie!
No more shampooing till your hands pegel!
Hah now I know how it feels like boys with their cepakness~
How I don't need comb, let it become mess, and feel the wind tickles my head sometimes hahaha

*jambaaaaak*
*acak acak acak*

Good night, sleep tight!

What the hell is wrong with me I don't understand either please make it stop

Half a year passed.
Have never been so suicidal than this
I often find myself crying
Sometimes without knowing the reason why

"Life is hard. Death is peaceful."

Maybe that's why they say the life here is short
I hope it would be a short pain
Cause i don't know if I can go on
I'm freaking lost.

There's really no one to be told.
Cause I know they're just gonna give me the weird look.
For a weirdo like me
And nothing else
Except words.

Détester moi

She doesn't blame it on you.
She blames herself for all the faults because they are hers. Truly hers.
She doesn't believe in her heart that unreasonable love exists.
She keeps hatred inside.
She's been accompanied with demon all the time.

That's why she's being the way she is now.
And she hopes something or someone will fix her someday.

May God read this and help her get through it.